early life crisis

when ppl reach the age of 40-50..they get mid life crisis..i guess at my age now..i consider it early life crisis? alot of things happen lately..good things..and bad things..well..i dont know how i should feel abt things now..i am having mixed emotions over things..

my current state of living....i dont know if i am living the way i am suppose to..am i just wasting precious time by just slaking everyday..? i dont know...i feel lost at times..dont know where i am heading to..or wat i am goin to do..i wish my happy go lucky days will come back to me soon..i missed it..

am i being too nice to ppl? many ppl say i do..i dont know..i think i shall start to be mean now..since all i get from being nice is notin nice..

things seems to not go my way recently...there's too many to mentioned...so i shall skip that part...

well my life is not that bad after all...when i found out that there's still hope between andy n mi..it did help bring my spirits up...

this is just a random subject which pops into my head..mobile phones...shud it really be called a mobile phones? is it really that portable? do people carry it wif them 24/7? my answer: NO. one good example..people dun bring their mobile phones wif them into the bathroom...not unless that person is a wierdo.

miracles never happen when u need it..

sigh..it has been a bad day...henin lost her first round match in wimbledon..to unseeded deniilidou...how can? it all just went wrong...1st round defeat...major upset! just when i am all gear up to see her lift the title...and then suddenly..*boom* all GONE! it's depressing..if only she could dethrone sharapova...but i guess now my hopes lies on the shoulder of clijsters...

in addition to that...last sun..during the US grand prix...7 teams pulled out..including mclaren..n ferrari went on to win 1st n 2nd...and suddenly ferrari leapfrog so many team..to be abck in the points...if oni JT wud also agree on slowign down turn 13...but no..all 9 teams edi agree..but the boss of the red team..JT..always have to be diff..always opposing wat the other 9 teams said..even the commentators said..he's not showing any sportsmanship..not sporting at all..sometimes i really wonder wat the bond girl sees in him...

man..all the sports event have been very dissapointing for me lately..i wish miracle cud happen somtime...sigh..i m just too depress now to say more...listening to sammi now...may it cure my depression.. :(

random things..

some random thoughts..

my fyp is so far getting along well..hopefully it will remain this way...n i am now just praying hard n keeping my finger cross...hoping that me, cin n cyn..will be able to complete the fyp..problem free..ahha i really doubt it..i can predict many obstacle along the way...

been anime crazee lately (not that i have not been for the pass 1 year) ..but lately..it's super duper crazee...chasing after 4 anime now...naruto, bleach, one piece, samurai 7...and soon to be added to the list..inuyasha! yeah!! ahha i now some of the anime is old..but wat the heck..i m still gonna watch it..

classes have been ok..not bad...but not great either...some classes are particularly boring..n some classes are particularly fast..espcially my e-commerce tutorial...it's like speed tutoring...*hehe this reminds me of speed dating*

living my life everyday like routine...notin intersting ever happen..but then again i shuld be grateful for how i m living now....soon..i shall be drowning in assignments..so i might as well enjoy my free time now..

the movie garden state is great!! highly recomended to all ppl out there...directed by zach braff..that guy from scrubs..it's a fox searchlight production..for those who dont know wat fox search light is..it is actually from 20th century fox..they will sponsor young n rising directors to produce movie..in order to search for hidden talent in directing..n'way back to the movie..it stars..zach braff himself..n also natalie portman as the lead actress..good movie..good storyline..n good acting..but most of all GREAT SOUNDTRACK!! THE SHINS ROCKS!!!!

the SHINS!!!!

thursday...the 4th day of the week..the longest n most dreaded day of the week..i have 3 tutorials n 2 lectures on thurs..sigh..it has been so long..n boring..not to mentioned sleepy..been so lazy n dead the whole day..lucky i did went shoppign wif cyn n cin..and met up wif sa sa n sookie..at least not so boring....

been pretty bz wif computer society's recruitment also..n today's recruitment drive..we oni manage to register TWO students..wat an achievement!!

neway..i must announce it to everyone..THE SHINS rocks!!! ahah i bet many of u wouldn't know who or wat the shins is..the shins is a band from america..there are four of them in the band..n they rocks..i m in love with the shins at this moment...they sing very nice songs!! ppl who read this must try listening to them!!